Scarlett's knees felt weakShe couldn't
go in, she couldn'tShe'd never seen any place as grand, as
impressiveHow would she ever find anything to say to the woman
who
lived in such magnificence? Who could destroy all her hopes with one
word to RhettPauline had her by the arm, hurrying her across the
streetith a banjo on my knee,'" she was singing in a low
off-key murmurScarlett allowed herself to be led like a
sleepwalkerIn time, she found herself standing inside a door, looking at a tall
elegant woman with shining white hair crowning a lined lovely face"Dear Eleanor," said Eulalie"You've brought Scarlett," said Mrs"My dear child," she said to Scarlett, "you look so pale
She put her hands lightly on Scarlett's shoulders and bent to kiss her
cheekScarlett closed her eyesThe faint scent of lemon verbena
surrounded her, floating gently from Eleanor Butler's
cartier pasha watch silk gown and
silken hairIt was the fragrance that had always been part of Ellen
O'Hara, the scent for Scarlett of comfort, of safety, of love, of life
before the WarScarlett felt her eyes spilling uncontrollable tears"There, there,"
Rhett's mother said"It's all right, my dearWhatever it is, it's
all right nowYou've come home at lastI've been longing for you to
come She put her arms around her daughter-in-law and held her
closeleanor Butler was a Southern ladyHer slow, soft voice and indolent,
graceful movements disguised a formidable energy and efficiencyLadies were trained from birth to be decorative, to be sympathetic and
fascinated listeners, to be appealingly helpless and empty-headed and
admiringThey were also trained to manage the intricate and
demanding
responsibilities of huge houses and large, often warring, staffs of
servants-while always
fendi replica spy bag making it seem that the house, the garden, the
kitchen, the servants ran themselves flawlessly while the lady of the
house concentrated on matching colors of silk for her delicate
embroideryWhen the deprivations of war reduced the staffs of thirty
or forty to one or two, the demands on women increased
exponentially,
but the expectations remained the sameThe battered houses must
continue to welcome guests, shelter families, sparkle with clean
windows and shining brass, and have a well-groomed, imperturbable,
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accomplished mistress at leisure in the drawing roomSomehow the
ladies of the South did itEleanor soothed Scarlett with gentle words
and fragrant tea, flattered Pauline by asking her opinion of the desk
recently installed in the drawing room, diverted Eulalie with a plea to
taste the pound cake and judge if the extract of vanilla bean was
strong
louis vuitton neo cabby enoughShe also murmured to Manigo, her manservant, that
her
maid Celie would help him and Scarlett's maid transfer Scarlett's
things from her aunts' house to the big bedroom overlooking the
garden
where MrIn under ten minutes, everything had been
accomplished to move Scarlett without opposition, or injured feelings,
or interruption to the even rhythm of the tranquil life under Eleanor
Butler's roofScarlett felt like a girl again, safe from all harm,
sheltered by a mother's all-powerful loveShe gazed at Eleanor
through misted, admiring eyesThis was what she wanted to be, had
always meant to be, a lady like her mother, like Eleanor ButlerEllen O 'Hara had instructed her to be a lady, had planned for it and
wanted itI can do it now, Scarlett told herselfI can make up for
all the mistakes I madeI can make Mother proud of meWhen she
was
a child, Mammy had
chanel black wallet described heaven to her as a land of clouds like
big
feather mattresses where angels rested, amusing themselves by
looking
down at the goings-on below through cracks in the skyEver since her
mother died, Scarlett had had an uncomfortable childish conviction
that
Ellen was watching her with unhappy concernI'll make it all better
now, she promised her motherEleanor's affectionate welcome had,
for
the moment, erased all the fears and memories that filled her heart
and
mind when she saw the Yankee soldiersIt had even wiped out
Scarlett's unacknowledged anxiety about her decision to follow Rhett
to
CharlestonShe felt safe and loved and invincibleShe could do
anything, everythingShe would win Rhett's love
againShe would be the lady Ellen always meant for her to beShe would be
admired and respected and adored by everyoneAnd she would
never,
ever, be lonely
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